Right round

I just wrote a really long post and accidentally deleted em all.
SERIOUS.
Gah.
Anyway, i was really for the past weeks for the hope givers project.
Things aren't going THAT smooth, but we should continue to trust God:)
I ate all my meals plus extra food at aunty shanti's place today. i felt quite bad for doing that though.
BUTTTTT THANKS AUNTY SHANTI!:)
and geoshan, nicholas and justin for well, being weird and funny and all.
am i suppose to thank people for that? haha:)
and thanks SARAH!!
for like everything(:
im really nervous for tomorrow:/
LIKE REALLY!!
gah.
my phones battery is like dying.
oh and i did something relatively embarassing today. i'll try to forget it. haha.
everyone... PLEASE BE HAPPY TOMORROW:)







i miss you, i feel unbeautiful):

Pictures of me, pictures of you.

Here are some of the stuff I've been up to lately.

I'm not trying to let you see how interesting my week had been or whatever

=]

Prettyyy
Then we had our first official HOPEGIVERS meeting,

we made cookies(: and cards(:

But Sarah and the rest were like really late,

so we had to wait.

Fel was so desperate that she had to read the Popular magazine=]

Don't kill me fel, and that's a COW!! not a sheep.

-.-

My princesssss:D
Performance, I look bald.

Daddy came back!!=]

This chocolate is UH-MAZING. It's darkkk chocolate, I think I'm gonna get one now!!

I was having a bad day, Kate made me happy(:

MY SISTER CAME BACK!!:D

She bought me sprinkles<3

and CEREALSSS!!!:DD

And some other stuff that I do not wish to photograph. heh.

I don't speak Spanish, Japanese or French

HELLOOO=]

Do you realize I always start with hellos?

Anyways, I set up my Christmas tree with my cousin yesterday night.

I'll PROBABLY upload some pictures.

I'm sooo in a Christmas mood now.

=)

Usually this feeling feels so much bettter than Christmas day itself, I realized.

OHOH!! MY SISTER IS COMING BACK LATER(:

I went shopping yesterday with my cousin.

He did some things that made me wanna just walk away.

Oh and here's a advice:

Don't stuff yourself into a shirt that is though really nice, but unbelievably tiny, and NON STRETCHABLE.

Please, don't.

Cause I forced myself into this nice pink shirt thing.

And well, I couldn't get out of it.

I was like sooooo scared.

Cause I didn't feel like ripping the shirt,

or asking the sales assistance that couldn't smile to help me.

Let's just say I managed to get out of the shirt in a

creatively, breathless, BARE way.

HAHA.

I was in the changing room for like 20 minutes.

Anyways,

I was in a weird mood yesterday,

but Kate made it a whole lot better(:

I have like a new obsession.

You have to say hello everytime you see it.

It's white and it loves pink.

Too bad it doesn't have a mouth or fingers.

Pity, pity.

Yes it's none other than the well known cat(:

Don't say that it looks stupid or whatever.

You've gotta admit that its like the best definition for cute!

COME ONNN!

Finefine, I give up.

But I still like it(:

p.s.(to all unfortunately blind people) I CHANGED MY LAYOUT:D

Destress

Alison made a list on her fav Taylor Swift songs.

So now here I am to write about my fav Jesse songs!=]

It's one of the ways to keep me from being emo and start crying. HAHA

It's randomly arranged cause I love all of em equally well!:D

-Best day of my life
just anotherday that started out like any other, just another girl that took my breath away.

-Why don't you kiss her
Cause she'll never know, if you never show, the way you feel inside.

-Beautiful Soul
I don't want another pretty face, I don't want just anyone to hold.

-Dadddy's lil girl
Stick the key in the ignition and light it up.

-Body language
I don't speak Spanish, Japanese or French, but the way that body's moving definitely makes sense

-Because you live
My world has twice as many stars in the sky.

-How do you sleep
it's been bout a year now, didn't seen or heard from you, been missing you crazy, how do you, how do you sleep.

AND SOOO MUCH MOREEE

p.s. I really really wanna change my music

You know why

HELLOHELLOO!

Please go and check your events and click yes you Facebook-ers!

You don't have to strip, it's okay:D

HAHAA

Suprise me=)

The theme is as Pink no doubt.

I'm sorry if you really hate pink ok?

but no one does, so I'm saying sorry to no one!

HAHA!

Yesterday,

we had a performace which was grand-er than we expected!

HAHA.

I kinda missed dancing with you people=)

And TOH XIANG NI

went to Queensbay after that.

Eventho she said she wanna go Midvalley and Megamall, which is the same thing.

HAHAA silly, silly=P

I WROTE ABOUT YOU! SAY THANK YOU:D

I'm kinda lazy to look for my cable and upload pictures.

So I shall follow my silliness and NOT upload the pictures!

Somethings wrong with me.

This time is serious.

There IS REALLY SOMETHING WRONG WITH ME.

Now I don't know how I'm gonna go throught this week.

You know who you are don't you.

I'm sorry.

I really didn't know, and I still don't.

So now you're ignoring me aren't you.

I feel somewhat lied to.

I hope I don't care so much,

but i do.

I REALLY DO.

I dont even know why.

Don't say it's ok when it isn't.

IT KILLS.

I don't even think you're reading this.

I hope you're not, too.

But, I'm still just human.

Human, with feelings.

I didn't wanna write all these initially,

but the words just came;

the same way I promised that I wouldn't cry.

Maybe I'm just a horrible person,

and will stay that way.

And I'm utterly sorry for that.

I really am.

p.s. I know this post is like totally weird. I'm sorry.

Lukewarm

I'm not trying to offend anyone,

but form5 just sounds so old.

=(

Cause,

I think I still have a brain of a 13 year old.

I don't know why,

maybe I don't feel myself being smarter since then.

SIGH.

This is baddd.

=(

But,

I miss you guys already.

serious.

Thanks to S4E,

I understand what chai diam ma is,

I realized that it's reallyreally fun to laugh:D,

I have more things to write in my diary,

and sooo much more.

You guys know who you are.

And Molly Loh,

you made me cry yesterday.

YOUUU!!

haha!

I love you guys.

Though MickeyTang and OoiLaoYee

didn't seem very sad.

=(

Hui and Lorene!

I didn't get to hug both of you yesterday!!

=(

I've been using lots of sad faces.

=(

I fear that we'll not be like really close anymore.

I fear that no one will listen to my meaningless things anymore.

I fear that people change.

I fear that I change.

Mind you,

I'm pms-ing; not emo.

You don't love a woman because she's beautiful;

it's because you love her, that's why she's beautiful.

p.s: i miss you so friggin much dude.

Tomorrow's a Wednesday

I watched The Time Traveller's Wife just now.

Yes I cried,

like every other normal people on earth.

Rachel McAdams is seriously too skinny.

Or maybe its 'videoshopped'.

haha just convincing myself that she's not so skinny(:

We made lots of plastic noises in the cinema,

cause apparently,

everyone seemed to be on a diet and did not eat anything.

I felt kinda awkward. HAHA.

Emma bought Cleo and is happy(:

Yes I camwhored.

I got bored laaaa.

I scared you right? yippie!!! :D

My cousin's coming on Friday,

and it's like our 'ritual' for her to be made up, byyyyy

ME! =]

sooo i was bored, might as well try some stuff.

I hate washing make up off.

It's like one of the most hated thing for me to do,

next to waking up in the morning.

Spongebob: What do you do when I'm not around?

Patrick: Wait for you to come back.

awwwww (: